Terasa much? Oh yes I do, Pink :p

Pink-Blow Me (One Last Kiss). Came across this song just now when I searched for new songs to be downloaded.. It seemed so.. Strong. Very the girl-power one you know? Haha. Trust Pink to come up with such strong song. :)

"I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much

I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)

You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of s#!t

My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)"

I like the bit 'You think I'm just too serious'.. ouch sedikit terasa di situ hahaha whatevs :p

fear. :-/

Semester baru:

EVERYTHING IS SO HARD. I'M SCARED I WILL FAIL EVERYTHING. I'M SO DEAD. CAN I OR CAN I NOT GRADUATE THIS DECEMBER????????

K ya jak. Bye.

Angkasapuri..

Assalamualaikum.. Its been too long i guess, since my last post.. Phew! Anyways, i am now back in Malaysia, but currently staying in KL coz ive gotta do my internship here (i dunno whether i already mentioned abt my internship or not tho). Ok so now doing my internship at....

*drumroll*

RTM Angkasapuri!!!!

Nyehahaha. Ok thats not a laughing matter ppl. I know for some (well a lot actually), RTM is very how to say.... "goverment-ish" to lots of ppl. Yala, ppl always say that RTM's programs are dull, uninteresting, cliche, lame compared to the private radio n tv stations (Astro, Media Prima). But yeah, i had to accept the fact that im gonna be an intern there. The reason is solely because.., it is really very nearby my house, only a few minutes drive. So for a conjested city like KL, that sort of opportunity is not to be missed. So boom! My mom has arranged for me to undergo my internship there.

I came back to KL on the 15th June.. And started my internship the next day. Bloody hell, right? Jet lag pon tak ilang! Haha. So i told them that i was told by the uni ppl that we only have to complete 160hours of internship. So equals to nearly a month la. So it was decided that im gonna do my internship from 16/6 until 17/7, which falls on a Sunday. Well, im totally fine with that, coz at least after that i can go back to Kch and spend the rest of my winter break there before i go back to Melb on the 31st July.

Ok so far.... Life's been good. Yeah it was hell here and there, with not-so-terrific so called higher authorities/bosses and the many moments of boredom when there are no more work to be done.. But other than that, it is awesome. Friendly, good-natured, fun colleagues, breakfast and lunch (and occasionally 'minum petang') rituals at the canteen, got ppl to share your dissatisfactions regarding the higher authorities (again!), the workload, the programs, the events, and just about anything that is circulating within the department (which is called 'Bahagian Perhubungan Raya' or in more familiar term, Corporate Communication) and my most favourite activity of all - accompanying the senior staff to bring around visitors from primary and secondary schools, and also IPTA and IPTS. Groups of teachers and so on are also on the list. Showing them around Anfkasapuri and watching their awed and excited faces everytime we entered studios and auditoriums and radio contys made brought good, good feelings to me. :) There's always different things happening, New things to gush and gossip about, meeting new visitors everyday and still being with the same ol' ppl.

I still have a week left of my internship. I know after this, im gonna miss that place and the ppl like hell! Weird how i thought that my life would be miserable there, before i started my internship. But now.. It seems downright awkward and sad to think that after next week, im no longer have anything to do with them and Angkasapuri anymore.. Ok thats seriously weird and heart breaking. Haih.

Anyways, thats all for now i guess. And oh, today seems to ve like a very dull and gloomy day, until something happened just when i finished work today. My heart just seems lighter and content, and happy. Like, really senyum2-lebar-while-walking-to-the-car and sequeling-so-loud-just-as-i-got-in-car kibda thing. Thank you to hat person for made me feel like this. Another reason why i am so reluctant to leave. Huhuhu. :)

Chow!

5 Wisdoms.

Hey. Just wanted to share something that I read in my friend's blog. :)

The Ideal Muslimah: 5 Wisdoms.


1. If you are right, then there is no need to get angry. And if you are wrong then you don't have any right to get angry.


2. Patience with family is love. Patience with others is respect. Patience with self is confidence.


3. Never think hard about past, it brings tears. Don't think more about future, it brings fears. Live this moment with a smile, it brings cheers.


4. Every test in our life makes us bitter or better. Every problem comes to make us or break us. Choice is ours, whether we become victim or victorious.


5. Search a beautiful heart, not a beautiful face. Beautiful things are not always good, but good things are always beautiful.

Nice, isn't it? <3

Dari Malaysia Ke Melbourne :D

Hello! We managed to do another video! (My roommate, Shayra and I)

For those who have watched the first video, WELL DONE!

Hahaha.

So for the second one, we made it simply because one of our friends here in Melbourne has requested for us to do a video about being away from our home country. Sad.

So please do enjoy another amateur attempt of making a video. :)

could it be?

How hard I tried, I just can't run away from you. It's tiring, it's exhausting, it's sickening, but thrilling at the same time.

Is it really love?

Oh I don't know. I'm scared to really think in depth about it. I don't want to think too much, because I know thinking too much would cost me big time.

But still, is it REALLY love?

And I don't really have the bloody answer.

Or I just won't admit it.


Bye.

First attempt :)

Presenting.. Our first ever youtube video!! By Shayra and I :D

Hahahaha! This is what you get out of boredom, stressed by exams and assignments and just out of plain curiosity of what it feels like to record a video and share it to others.

And what we said in the video are the things that we always thought of and talked about between ourselves.

So feel free to watch the video, and sorry for the poor quality. And it was very impromptu and unscripted at all. We just speak out the things that were in our minds that time haha!

Cheers!