Rants about you. >:)

I finally said it to someone yesterday. I told him EXACTLY every single thing that I wanted him to know, via text messages, because he seemed to be avoiding me and not replying my texts and rejecting my calls yesterday. Mostly, about how suck he has been towards me all these times. Yes, you suck. And you should probably know that, if you are not aware of it already. Hee.

Someone should give him a lesson. With a behaviour like that, I wonder why I didn't realized that everything that he said or do were fake to me. Yes, fake! You 'ran' away from me and disappeared 2 years ago, then you shamelessly contacted me again nearly a year after that, and now after things between us were smoother and we were quite close, you suddenly showed your true self. Your utter selfish, egoistic, hypocrite, ultimately negative true self. Not to mention, the jealousy. Urgh. You really do suck. And yet, we do not have any sorts of relationships together anymore, then why are you being so damn complicated?

Face it lah. Stop blaming other people for the way you behaved. Stop being so sorry for yourself and buried yourself with your work and made it as an excuse for being difficult to others. Even your own friend said; 'Let him be in his own world. He doesn't have any feelings, even I don't understand the way he thinks or does.' You see? My point is, no one understands you! And what do you expect?

Eventhough I've known you for 5 years now, but I still haven't fully understand everything about you. As you said, you feel like there's a barrier between us that makes you feel like you're still a stranger to me, just because of the fact that I am friends with someone that you dislike so much. You are so full of excuses, you know that? And you know what, the person that you dislike with all your heart, is the person who is wayyy better than you. At least he doesn't blame me for everything. At least he made some effort to get to know me, to cheer me up, to be interested in what I'll do in the future. At least he is enjoying himself with his family and friends around him and doesn't down himself with sorrow and negativity all the time. You see, he just ain't you. And why do you hate him so much? And why is it so wrong for me to befriend him? Huhh..

Well, that's it then. If you want to get rid of me from your life, its fine by me. Its time for me to stop messing around with ungrateful people and start to think about myself and my feelings. Seriously, its your loss, not mine. The end.