to the most special person..

Them back home are celebrating Mother's Day currently. And I'm not thereeeeeeeee :(

Anyways, to my dearest Mama, even though I already gave you a wish just now on the phone, I just wanted to state it here again.

Mama, you're the most awesome person that I've known my whole life, you are very strong-willed and great, I'm proud of you for being such a wonderful person to everyone, and I'm a million times prouder that you are my mum, and for being your daughter.

I'm sorry for making you sad, angry and disappointed throughout all 21 years of my life, and I hope that I can always make you happy and proud of me. I won't let you down again, Ma.

I love you, I love you, I love you, and this is the first time that I am far away from you and unable to celebrate the wonderful day with you and to greet you in person. How I wish I'm there with you and the rest now.

Happy Mother's Day! xoxo.