My Everything!

Sorry for the late post.. Its already past midnight here in Melbourne.. But I think its not too late for me to say..

Happy Mother's Day to my mama.. I love you so much!

Hopefully my gift to her would arrive safely soon.. Its just a modest and very humble gift but I hope she'll love it.. I miss you mama! Can't wait to be home..

Its a sad sad situation

Hard to describe how I'm feeling right now. Sad? Depressed? I don't know.

I'm longing to go home. To my family. Something will be happening later tonight and I'm not even there to witness it, to share the happiness, to experience it myself.

And the messages from my mum, sister and brother in wishing that I was there too doesn't make it any easier. I wish I was there as well.

Hmmm..

pictures. enough said.

Too lazy to put any captions to the pictures. And only managed to put only a small portions of the pictures in here. Again, blame the laziness. Hoho.

So I'm back here againn.

So its February now. So many things happened in the last 2 weeks, and I've just turned 22. Eh the bomb ke? Taklah.

But the truth is, I can't say that this is the worst birthday ever, but it certainly wasn't the best one though. Why? Coz something happened on the night I turned 22, just when the clock strike to 12am. I swear, I would never ever ever forget about that particular night, ever. But then it turned out fine, much better than I expected. Thank you. Thank you indeed. :)

And the following night! My dear family decided to throw me a small, intimate surprise dinner. I thought we were only gonna grab a regular dinner by our own, but then I was surprised to see my housemates and a few friends there as well, waiting for me with a cake, a few cute pink heart-shaped balloons and a (pink!) box of gift from my lovely roommate. And oh yeah, not to mention, I was given another surprise as well. A wonderful camera that I wanted to possess ever since I gave it a try before coming back to Melbourne. Haha. Thanks so much everyone. That means a whole lot to me. Everything was perfect. :)

And what else ha? Oh yeah. My family just left Melbourne this morning. Aww gonna miss them so much lah. It was a wonderful 9-days holiday with them (and 5 days with my sister; she had to go back early coz of work commitment). Will be meeting them again in June (confident kannn dapat balik! Harharhar). :)

And to top it all, before June, I just can't wait for May to come. Becauseeee.. That would be another special moment for me. Nyeh nyeh. What is it? Alaaa something2 lah! Hahaha! (Okay lame) :D

Now, back to reality. Old life in Melbourne. But for the time being, there's a fine feline named Gizmo in the house. The housemates are taking care of him for a friend who is still in Malaysia for the summer holidays. While playing and spending time with Gizmo, it made me realize that I miss having cats and kittens around. I grew up in a household full of cats til I was in college. So yes. I'm a sucker for felines. (Or "pusak", as we Sarawakians call it).

Enough already, pictures later yeah.

a few more dayssss

Okay, I have another 4 more days left. And then I'll fly all the way to Melbourne again. This time, with my family along. Gonna meet my wonderful housemates again, the house, the room, the courtyard, and my bed! Awww. Rindu paduuu tekkk. Haha. Not long now. Not long. Hehe.

But at the same time, how I wish that I can be in Malaysia all the time. To be in Kuching, specifically. I know I know, maybe some of you starting to get tired of me whining about not leaving Kuching and Kuching is the best place in the whole world and I can't wait to be back in Kuching and everything. Because Kuching is truly the best place to live! :D

While it excites me much coz my family is going to be with me on my birthday, plus my housemates and friends in Melbourne (coz I'm in Melbourne by the time of my birthday), it kinda sucks too coz my besties and boyfriend are not going to be with me on that day. Sedihhh baiiiii. :(

My first birthday with boyfie and I'm going to be able to celebrate it with him. And I can't be with him too for his birthday in May. Aiseyyy. Although distance sucks big time, but I have to be patient. Come faster June! I can't waittttt to be back in Kuching and KL! Lots of plans are made with sayang and OKN babes. Miss you guys real much.

Okay let me write more later. Ciao!

learn to appreciate. :)

Masuk hari ni, dah 6 hari berpuasa. Kalau di Malaysia, dah 7 hari. How time flies kan. Sedar tak sedar nanti dah raya. Sibuklah dengan preparation nak sambut raya. Lain orang, lain la persiapannya. Tapi all in all lebih kurang sama jugak. Meriahnya tu tak terkata, especially malam raya. Fuhh.. Dengan sibuk nak ubah susunan furniture, lap meja and perhiasan dalam rumah, potong kek and susun kek and biskut dalam bekas.. Ehh memang seronok lah!

And kalau di rumah aku, every year memang persiapan nak sambut raya tak pernah berubah. Macam tu la. Susun atur furniture, letak karpet, lap2 mana yang patut termasuk pinggan mangkuk gelas, potong-potong kek, susun-susun dalam bekas, fresh flowers yang dibeli petang or malam tu dipotong ikut ketinggian yang sesuai dengan vase and susun cantik-cantik, letak kat ruang tamu. Kad-kad raya yang orang bagi plak, dikumpul and distaplerkan dlm 3-4 keping then letak reben di hujung, then gantungkan kat luar rumah, kat siling porch kereta depan rumah.

Haa kat dapur plak lain cerita. Sesi memasak memang bermula dari petang. Ingredients jangan cakap la, memang dari pagi dah ready. Mase tu la bau-bau masakan yang gils sedap dah semerbak. Menu wajib hari raya kat rumah kitorang: Kari ayam, daging masak hitam, lemang, satay, kuah kacang, ketupat pulut, ketupat nasi, stew daging/soto ayam tu occasionally la, ada masa ada, kalau takde pun takpe.. Kalau kat Sarawak, kari ayam and daging masak hitam tu memang wajib, specialty, kalau kat Semenanjung, mesti makan rendang kan? Haa aku rasa itu la difference menu kat Sarawak and Semenanjung. Sabah tak tau la pulak camne. Nanti aku usha, tanya-tanya orang Sabah yang aku kenal okay? (Sorang je kot. Haha)

And yang aku rasa memang tradisi family aku la kan, dalam bab hidangan wajib hari raya ni, kuah kacang and ketupat pulut and ketupat nasi memang buat sendiri (selain dari kari ayam and daging masak hitam; lemang and satay tu memang order lah, tempat nak bakar takde, lagipun tak larat nak tunggu hehe). Itu memang tak boleh miss. Memang tradisi dari arwah nenek aku, diturunkan kat mak aku. So, tugas utama mak aku before raya memang part ketupat and kuah kacang. Ada masanya kuah kacang diserahkan dengan orang lain, tapi ketupat memang dia je yang handle. Part ketupat ni memang aku rasa menariklah. Sebab kat rumah-rumah orang lain kan, bila aku pegi beraya, memang takde hidang ketupat pulut, just ketupat nasi/nasi himpit. Sebab tu aku rasa kat rumah aku special sket (chewah! hahahaha).

Kalau takde buat ketupat pulut, memang rasa tak complete sungguh. Bayangkan, last year bila aku, mak aku, abang and kakak aku raya kat KL, walaupun kecil-kecilan wat makanan untuk kitorang je, itu pun mak aku tetap buat ketupat sendiri. Takde beli-beli okay? Hehe. Makanan-makanan lain (refer kepada paragraph di atas) pon ade jugak mak aku masak, and kitorang tolong. Just masa tu, ada menu lain, iaitu rendang ayam Minang style. Dia bukan rendang yang kaler brown tu, yang pakai kerisik. Ni rendang warna kuning, memang perghh, one of my mom's favourite recipes kalau memasak :)

So anyways, hari raya memang best, and part berkumpul dengan family and bersalam-salaman di pagi raya tu memang syahdu lah. Tapi bila part dapat duit raya dari family members yang lebih tua, terus jadi seronok and riuh, hilang sket dah moment syahdu-syahdu tu. Then time amek gambar plak. Bape puluh shots entah, ade yang mate bertutup, mulut terbukak, tersengih tak tentu pasal, muka masam tak perasan camera diclick, anak-anak saudara ade yang menangis mood tak betul, yang tak tengok camera,.. Adoi macam-macam je kan. Tapi best betul suasana tu. Pagi raya yang meriah.

Tapi memang terasa sangat hari raya bila tak ada insan-insan yang disayang.. Arwah nenek dah meninggal 10 tahun lepas, arwah atuk pulak May tahun lepas.. Baru sangat. And that's why kitorang raya kat KL je tahun lepas, masih terasa kehilangan atuk. Macam tak complete kalau takde dia, takde arwah nenek.. Sedih sangat-sangat. Rindunya aku dengan diorang, hanya Tuhan je tahu. Mana taknya, diorang memang duduk dengan kitorang sejak dari semua kitorang adik-beradik lahir, bantu mak aku besarkan kitorang. Bila dua-dua tak ada, memang sedih tu tak boleh nak gambarkan dengan kata-kata, especially bila dah time-time special macam Ramadhan and Raya. Semoga mereka ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman.. :(

Hurm sebagai conclusion, aku tau la yang kita ni masih lagi di minggu pertama puasa, lama lagi kot nak raya, tapi bak kata orang kan, "pejam celik pejam celik.. tak terasa" betul tak? Terutamanya kalau dok jauh-jauh dari keluarga and tanah tumpah darahku aduhh.. Ni pulak first time aku berjauhan gini dari family, terasa jugaklah bila sambut Ramadhan dengan housemates and kawan-kawan and dengan kena pegi kelas and buat assignments dengan stress dan tensionnya, without family dekat dengan aku. Huhu. Mula-mula sampai Melbourne masa bulan February hari tu, "stressing" jugaklah bila fikir yang kena menghadapi puasa and raya alone-alone without family, bukanlah maksud aku alone merana sorang-sorang menyisihkan diri dari orang dek emo-emo mengenangkan nasib diri jauh dari family bila time-time yang bermakna nih, but you know what I mean lah, sepanjang 20tahun aku hidup kat dunia nih, aku memang biasa dengan family jek, dekat tempat sendiri, all familiar environments, ni tiba-tiba pegi jauh plak, maunya effect juak mentally and emotionally.

Tapiiii 3 bulan lepas, aku happy sangat-sangat bila roommate ku sayang (eleh :p ) berjaya jumpa ticket murah gil babs untuk aku, sedap-sedap lak tu masa raya, and a week before raya tu aku spring break, lahhh ape lagi, lepas calling-calling mak aku , setttt ada green light untuk balik raya! :D

Ni lah conclusion nya, nak cakaplah yang aku akan balik Sabtu minggu depan, sempat lak tu puasa kat Kuching and raya 2,3 hari, cukuplah 2minggu tuh, aku bersyukur sangat sebab ada peluang balik, sebab aku raya aku masih tak cukup ready dari segi emosi and mental untuk raya jauh dari family :p kalau puasa boleh lagi kot, raya tu aku tak tau laaa, harap-harap next year dah boleh kot, nak jugak kan rasa camne raya kat perantauan hihi.

Just apa yang aku try nak sampaikan di sini (selain dari merepek pasal raya and so on) is that bila aku dah jauh macam ni, baru aku appreciate everything, even the petty things. Baru tau erti rindu family, rindu kawan-kawan, rindu suasana, rindu rumah, rindu makanan, rindu tempat, rindu everything! Aku rasa, communication between aku and family members pun dah semakin improve, rasa macam semakin rapat, and Tuhan je tau rasa excited bila nak balik cuti kat tempat sendiri. Sebelum ni aku tak penah rasa perasaan balik-balik cuti, coz memang aku blaja kat Kuching jek dari kecik, so takde istilah "balik Kuching for mid term break/cuti sem/whatsoever" macam most of kawan-kawan aku. So aku takde peluang nak rasa that feeling of joy everytime nak balik, and rasa reluctant sangat-sangat bila kena meninggalkan Kuching once the holidays are over. So now aku dah boleh experience perasaan tu. Last June bila aku balik for 3weeks, sumpah rasa taknak return to Melbourne lagi. I really enjoyed my time in Kuching and KL. Tapi kena jugak balik kan. Huhu.

Bila dah jauh, baru appreciate. Itula summary dari semua yang aku bebelkan panjang-panjang kat atas. Harap sudilah membaca ye, siapa yang berjaya baca sampai habis ni memang hebatlah, tahniah untuk korang. Selamat berpuasa and see you in the next post! :)

Its been a year.. Al-Fatihah

Today, it has been a year since my late grandfather passed away. Time flies so fast. I never even thought it would be that long. And yes it certainly is.

I remembered that day, when I my grandpa passed away in front of us, at the hospital, after nearly a month of suddenly been diagnosed with liver cancer, I cried my eyes out. I cried and cried and cried, because I know why. I admit it now.

We spent the entire night with him at the ward, my family, close friends and I, and by the time he was gone, I was actually fallen asleep for just a moment. I woke up just in time to see that he was gone, to see that he passed away in his sleep in just a matter of seconds.

I didn't get to see him drew his last breath, closed his eyes for the final time, and didn't whisper my last syahadah to his ear before he departed for ever. I was there, but I missed the final moment just because I fell asleep beside the bed, while holding his hand.

My Grandfather, Allahyarham Haji Karim bin Abeng, was a great man, too great for words. He was the father figure to me, he, together with my late Grandmother, did very well in their job in helping my mother to raise me and my siblings.

Til this day, every actions of mine in all these years of growing up that made him ever feel disappointed and angry at me, I regret them greatly. I still blame myself for not being a good enough granddaughter for him, to pay back all his good deeds towards me for my whole life.

I miss him dearly, and forever Paknek will be in my heart and my mind....

Semoga roh Allahyarham ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Al-Fatihah.

Paknek and I

to the most special person..

Them back home are celebrating Mother's Day currently. And I'm not thereeeeeeeee :(

Anyways, to my dearest Mama, even though I already gave you a wish just now on the phone, I just wanted to state it here again.

Mama, you're the most awesome person that I've known my whole life, you are very strong-willed and great, I'm proud of you for being such a wonderful person to everyone, and I'm a million times prouder that you are my mum, and for being your daughter.

I'm sorry for making you sad, angry and disappointed throughout all 21 years of my life, and I hope that I can always make you happy and proud of me. I won't let you down again, Ma.

I love you, I love you, I love you, and this is the first time that I am far away from you and unable to celebrate the wonderful day with you and to greet you in person. How I wish I'm there with you and the rest now.

Happy Mother's Day! xoxo.

rememberrrrrrr.

My sweet, sweet Mama called just now. Had a long talk with her and Kak San. Awww so nice. I miss them! And my bro and sis too. Oh I miss home. :)

Hmm seems that many people are going back home this coming winter break. What I'm going to do here in between my last assignment submission in the middle of June and Sue's coming over from Brisbane at the end of June? I'm going to rot in boredom at home.

But not to mention, full day relaxation, bermalas-malasan and movie marathon sampai puasssss!

Oh yeah.

But if it weren't for the late date of submission of the recently released assignment, I think, I THINK, I might consider on going back home for 3 weeks before those from Brissy comes here in the end of June.

HAHAHA as if. Macamlah ticket murah sangat. Sengal. Sabarrrr. Have to remind myself again and again that I'll be going back for a short break in the end of August. Yay! :)

Enough from me today, going to sleep after this, have to recharge myself from not getting any sleep last night due to working on an assignment. Speaking of which, when should I start finishing up the other part of this assignment? Tomorrow lah! (Semangaaaattttt)

Ciao!

goodbye.

The day finally arrives.

I'll be flying off to Melbourne in the morning, at 9.55am. What I'm feeling right now? Well, kinda numb I think. Coz everything is happening too fast I guess. So I'm still dazed a bit.. Saying goodbye is never good. And I done it last Thursday when I left Kuching. And I have to say goodbye again this morning as I leave KL. Aisey..

It's okay. Starting a new life in Melbourne is definitely a challenge. Have to get through it now or never. For 21 years, I've never being away from family and friends and my home, it's time to leave for good, to finally being independent, being able to stand on my own feet. :)

Okay, I just want to say here, thank you so much to my much beloved family and relatives for their utmost support and love for me. I'll sure miss them like crazy; my sis, aunts and uncles, cousins, nieces,.. But I'm glad my mum and big bro will be going with me. But as the time comes for them to go back soon.. Adeh. Sik mok piker lok eh. Hohohoho -_-"

Secondly, to my best friends, OKNians, we've been friends for, like, 8 years now. We are getting stronger and stronger each year. I hope we'll be friends forever okay. Get old together hahaha! I love you guys so much! And also I would like to thank them for the surprise for me last Wednesday, I really didn't expect anything lah that night, but they managed to pull it off hahaha.. They gave me really nice cupcakes, for my belated birthday and to say farewell lah. Hehe. Oh and thank you Dani's and Miezah's family also. All of you are really great. :)

To my close friends, the awesome people that I met through out my life, from school til college, I thank you for being my dear friends. Old schoolmates, classmates, college mates that I get to know when I was in SK Gita, Kolej Abdillah and SEGi College, you guys are terrific! Thanks for the time we spent together, especially to my laptop's doctor Juki hehe, Fidza, Kelson and the others.. I'm gonna miss you guys so much! :)

As to the others, friends of the family, friends of friends, fb friends, teachers, colleagues, and people around my neighbourhood where I lived, thank you for your support. :)

And I'm really sorry to my friends yang mana2 sik sempat nak betemu and kua sama, coz time mmg limited and there were tonnes of stuff that I had to do sampey sik mengizinkan untuk spend time mena2 with everyone. I apologize greatly, and insyaAllah I'll make it up to you guys later when I'm back home.

Wish me luck, pray for me, and take care everyone! :)

so far, so good. :)

Really felt extremely happy this week! :D

Spent an amount of time with family and entourage (entourage indah hahaha) to my mum's constituency for 3 days 2 nights to attend some functions. Tiring, but very interesting and fun lah. Haha. :)

Then last night I went to someone's makan selamat. He'll be flying off to Melbourne on Wednesday, a few days earlier than me. Good luck and wish you all the best. See you very soon. Hehe. :)

Today, went out with some of my besties (Sue, Aki, Miezah, Nisa), had a taste of Bella Italia for light lunch and Sushi King for heavier lunch. Hahaha. Had a great time eating out and window shopped and laughed out loud and everything. Love you guys loads!

And oh yeah, I received my belated birthday presents yesterday. Thank you so much. I really appreciate it. :)

good good times.

Hahahahaa my recent post in this blog was quite an 'essay' lah. haha!

yada yada yada. Totally over it already. I even saw the wedding pictures, whatever~ nothing to do with me anymore, am I right? Haha. May they live happily ever after lah. ;)

So what else happening lately? Oh yes, last 19th January, we celebrated Kak Inn's birthday (she's turning 26 this year, woww hehe), along with mine also lah kot, but mine is still a week ahead (take note ppl! Hahaha). So that night's small celebration was held at Outback Steakhouse, Bangsar Village. All of us were really busy stuffing ourselves with the food and making conversations as well throughout the night (we sat at this long table so everyone had someone to talk to lah) and took lots of pictures after dinner and cake-cutting. Everyone seemed to be enjoying themselves tho. And so kenyanglah haha. Thanks for coming ppl! :)

Today was kinda an awesome day too coz I went out with some of my besties, Faz, Mas and Shaf.. Shaf came late so the 3 of us went for a drink and "lepak2" then watched a movie (the Jackie Chan's film The Spy Next Door; lawaklah haha). After movies we finally get to meet Shaf and I felt more and more excited coz I was able to meet my besties again, eventho not all lah. Huhu. So then we went for dinner at Carl's Jr, lepak2 loyar2 tetak2 (which were also joined by Shaf's brother and Kak San), then we proceed on going home. Feeling kinda sad tho, coz I don't actually know if I will see them again before I fly off next month, but hopefully sempat gklah :(

And oh yeah, I miss Kuching soooooo much! Really really aching to come home next week lah hopefully. I want to celebrate my birthday in Kuching. Eh eventho sekda org mok celebrate pun, its okay, I still wanna turn 21 in my hometown. Haha! :p

Okaylah wanna go to bed now, ciao!

happenings.

whoa its been too long since the last time I update this blog. and its December already! time flies so fast til its nearly new year, again..

on the 21st til 26th, i went to Sabah for a hectic and fun-filled holiday with my best friends! i miss those moments already.. we kinda decided for us to go for a holiday together every end or middle of the year.. an annual thingy la kiranya hehe ;)

on the 27th was Hari Raya Aidiladha. nothing much happened, we went to visit my late grandparents' graves on Eid morning.. then had some more of the 'Raya dishes' (the night before, I had already stuffed my face off with the homemade ketupat pulut, daging msk hitam and chicken curry; kenyang doe malam raya, maka sekdr testing jk, tapi terlebih suda hahaha) i arrived from KK the day before raya, after lunch terus tolong polah ketupat pulut, was soo sleepy but had to tahan.. then malam after online sekejap baruk dpt tdo.. haha.. so on that day, went to Sue's house for her surprise birthday party and makan2.. celebrate birthday Nisa skali lah msa ya.. then we went to my house for moreee stuffing our face off.. then me, Sue, Nisa and Faz went to Popwave for a bit of karaoke session.. hahaha.. then we searched high and low for a place to have some drinks before going home, but rata2 kedey tutup coz of Raya Aji, so finally settled at Benteng Satok coz there were a few stalls yang open, but then guess what? It was online 9.30pm but hampir suma benda habis! menu aek yang ada: Milo and Lychee. and i dont like both. boo hoo. so i didnt order and waited for the 3 of them to finish their Milo drinks.. hahaha.. then I sent them home ;)

then what else? oh yeah. went to watch New Moon with my besties a few days ago. JACOB BLACK = HOTNESS. thats all that I can say. move over Edward Cullen. vampires are sooo last year. werewolves rule! :D mcm mok ngga gk hehe ;)

and and ive started reading the final Twilight Saga yesterday; Breaking Dawn.. and im so attached to the book mcm apa jk. from the looks of it, maybe i'll be able to finish it in a few days' time considering the amount of time I spent for reading the book. oh im so in love with books and I dont know why. I found comfort while reading and would much much more rather to read than watch tv. omg what a nerd. im clarifying my love to books. well done nerd. :p so to say, cant wait to know the ending of the story. AND i dont want people to tell me what would happen! diam2 jak okie ;)

well2. dahlah eh. wanna sleep I guess. its 1.30am already. good night ppl!

I Love That Day. :)

17th October was perrrrfect! :)

Morning - Aizat picked me up then we went to pick up Juki. Then went to Bawan's house to attend the makan selamat. Felt kinda nice to reunite with some of my old friends from primary school. :)

Afternoon - Attending the Graduation Ceremony at Riverside Majestic. Was freakin nervous but Alhamdulillah everything went well. My family took sooooooo many pictures of me using 3 cameras (mine which was held by Shaf; my big bro's; and Abg Jo's). Haha. I love them! (Mama, Ewan, Kak Intan, Kak San, Marina, Shaf, Nisa, and Abg Jo haha) thanks for attending the ceremony. :) and i love lovee my coursemates too. Those who graduated and those who were the committees of the ceremony. Took quite a number of pictures with them hehe.. Not to mention, my lecturers too. Love you guys :) oh ya, thanks so much to those who thoughtfully gave flowers, teddies, and gifts for me as graduation gifts. And all the 'congratulations' and encouraging and motivational thoughts. Thank you and I appreciate them very much :)

Then we went to have our photos taken at the studio at Copal. Had a fun time there. Very funny la that cameraman. He cracked us up even though he didn't mean to make any jokes and focus on doing his work. We made fun of what he instructed to us all the time even though he was right in front of us. Sorry Encik Cameraman yang innocent lagi budiman. Hahaha. :)

Night - Went for dinner at the usual place, Coca. Had a great time celebrating with family and friends, and they also brought a cake for me! Haha. I love them to bits lah. ;)

Ohhh what a perfect and memorable day :D

Openhouse :)

Mmg very the penat lah today.

Many people attended the supposedly to be 'small' openhouse hahahaa.. But it turns out many many people came by and thank you so much for coming! :)

Okay, my feet hurt and I just want to lie down and sleeppppp til tomorrow morning.

BUT, I'm so happy coz 2 of my best friends were able to come :) and of course, a few of my good friends were also here too ptg tadik. Thanks again to them sbb bejarah raya to my house today and memeriahkan suasana hahahaa and hope you enjoyed yourselves lah ho :) those karaoke sessions were superb lah. Eventho suma lagu Jamal Abdillah. Heeeee :D

Tomorrow morning bangun awal lagikkkk. Will be going to my mom's constituency (or whatever it is spelled; I'm just too tired too think now) beramai-ramai to have some more majlis hari raya there. Have to bangun awal gila tomorrow. Aisey. Til then, good night everyone! And have more wonderful Hari Raya celebration while Syawal lasts! :D

Ohh yeahhhh!~

Well..

I'm back in Kuching. Things had been fun for me. I miss them. And i'm happy and relief to be home. Heee :)

During the Saturday night (as I arrived at KIA at 10.30pm and my friends picked me up straight from the airport), we went for raya visiting to Nisa's and Miezah's house. Had such a great time. :D

Then the next day, me and the girls (Shaf, Miezah and Nisa) went for some more raya visiting to a few houses only lah. Then at 3 we had to rush to BCCK (sadly Miezah had to go off; she went back to Johor that night huuu) for the Persatuan Siswazah programme. And again, the occasion was a blast! I think everyone enjoyed it. Hehe :)

And now, back to basics. Dunno what I'm going to do hehee.. Shaf is doing her practical training, others are at their unis, Endot is busy with his works, Fiezzuan is travelling until November.. Aiyaaa. I'm bored. :S

Nvm. I think today would be a fun day with my family. Going for the movies, do a bit of shopping, and going for dinner tonight as Mama arrives at the airport.. Wahh. Hopefully semua jadi. Heee.

Oh and I can't wait for the Graduation Day on 17th October. Nervous!!!!! And should I go to the Prom Night? Have to find date first lah oh. HAHA.

Okay then. Will update more later. Chow! :)

Last Night :)

As I mentioned in the previous post, last night was my late grandpa's 100th day tahlil.. We invited people over to our house for break fasting, maghrib isyak and tarawih prayers. Had a good time meeting up and talking to friends and family as well. :)

Alhamdulillah everything went well last night. And I was happy that 2 of my besties, Shaf and Shidot were able to come. Thanks guys. :)

And here are a couple of pictures of us after the prayers. Its been a while since we last saw each other so that's why we looked so darn joyful! Hahaha.

*hugs*

Butter chicken rice at K.O.C :)

Am super-bored now! Haha so wants to cerita-cerita sikit lah..

Went for breakfast this morning at Kopi O Corner. I ordered the usual, mee pok ayam sekda tauge and teh tarik peng. Hahaha. Went there with my sis, Kak San and our neighbour, Marina. And.. We decided to order something else. Nasi ayam butter. Coz there's a new stall there, and we pity the pakcik at the stall, sebab no one seemed to order anything from him. Maybe because its new, or people don't like to eat nasi ayam in the morning. So, we ordered nasi ayam butter for us to share. And you know what, it was yummy! :D

Wah.. 3 thumbs up lagi tu. ;)

So people, apa lagi, try it! Besides nasi ayam butter, there are also a variety of chicken rice, such as nasi ayam biasa, nasi ayam pandan, and a few others, can't remember.. As for me, as a butter chicken fan, another thumbs up for the pakcik! :D

Al-Fatihah..

Its been awhile since I last updated my blog.. I've been so busy and went through very chaotic moments, possibly the most heart-breaking moments in my life.. I just wanted to share in here that my beloved grandfather Allahyarham Haji Karim bin Abeng, passed away on Tuesday, 19th May 2009 at 7.45am at Sarawak General Hospital, in front of me, my mum, my elder brother and sister.. After nearly a month of chronic sickness, in and out of hospitals, he went peacefully in his sleep.. Al-Fatihah to my late grandpa.. I miss him so much..

updatesss....

Here I am. Trying to blog. While Skype-ing with Sue. Haha. :p Oi Sue! Boh tempa2 palak. Nya tok aku neman kau sambil ko molah keja. Haha. Sempat wak merik pesanan penaja. :p

What do I want to say here oh? Can I just say things randomly? Ahaks. Really have no idea on what to blab about here. But still, I wanted to write about anything he.

Okay. I'll tell you what happened a few days ago. On Thursday, one day before assignment submission (Friday), Tasha and Shuko chose a very nice place to do our assignment. That place is called Kado Cafe at Pending area there (behind Kingwood Inn Hotel, just opposite Crown Towers). After work, I rushed home to get my laptop then I went to the place. The cafe is located at the 1st Floor (you can practically spot the building from afar, as it is so outstanding. After all, it is being painted in yellow and orange. You can never miss that building. Haha) Here are some pictures I took while we work our heads off through the assignment.

My stuff. The things for assignment. My drink.

Sempat juak posing despite gk tension. Shuko tgh concentrate. ;)

Paham sik? Antara bnda dihdpku d sia semalam2. Reference for assignment -_-"

I ordered Vanilla Milk Tea. Just look at the glass. The price is RM 4 or RM 4++ for a full, tall glass like that :D

Before going home.

That place is okayyy laa. We sat in a very comfy and secluded booth. But on that night, there was a group of people who made sooooo much noise at that supposedly to be 'private' area. I mean, I know that Kado is not a place to do your work or research and its a place to dine and hang out, but please respect others who were there to relax and trying to have conversations while having their dinner. It was really irritating and pissed us off, bcoz that noisy group was just in front of our booth, celebrating a birthday. Can you imagine, us being soo stressed and having to do our work through all that commotions (shrieks, shouts, loud laughters) OMG. Tolong lah. Thats not the Satok or Stutong Market okay. Be civilized lah siket. Mun nak tekiak kaong gia glak, dont go there. Go to other places bah. Yah. *geram* Anyway, we were there from 6.30pm (Tasha and Shuko arrived there earlier by 1 hour I think) and we stayed there until 12am. Different people come and go. But we were still there. Haha. *but I'm not sure whether it is Halal or not. Huhu. I just ordered a drink and thats it*

Oh yeah. I think I mentioned about my neighbour's wedding isn't it? Well, the 'akad nikah' was on Saturday afternoon, and the 'bersanding' session is today. Marina was sooo beautiful, and Andi looked real macho and calm and didn't seem to be nervous at all. But they are a fine match. Hopefully you guys will live happily ever after. :)

I think thats it from me this time. Getting tired already. Haha. I already spent, like, an hour plus just to blog about this one. Haiyaa. Got stalled by a few things bah. :p Here are some random pictures taken yesterday and today. Hehe. XOXO :)

This is my cousin's youngest daughter, Sasha, while at Marina's akad nikah. She was very quiet at this time. Then she cried silently, without any reason. :p

With "Marina Junior" (as a few people called her haha) She's Marina's niece, Wardina.

Kak Santi, Along, Papa Julai and me

That's our hero (as my grandpa always mentioned) Haha. He likes climbing up the walls and just relax there, gazing at the view. Seriously. Haha. And he looks grumpy when I called him to take his pic. XD

Its nearly 12am already *sigh* Have to go to sleep. Working day tomorrow! Rise and shineee haha. Good night!