But first of all, I want to talk about my dearest friends. Bcoz I've been thinking about them so much lately. I don't know why. I miss the 10 of us having fun together. Haiya. I know I sounded like I'm whining so much but I couldn't help it. Huh. :(
Errmm a few hours ago, I got off talking to Sue via Skype for nearly an hour and a half. I miss her terribly. Huhu. But while talking to her, it was as if she is sitting in front of me. Haha. We talked about so many things and had laughed numerous times. It was as if we were never apart. Ngegeh ko ya ;)
Thats her. Showing off her phone. We were taking each other's pictures. Haha. *p/s: we have the same phones but with different colours. Long live W595. Wee~ Hahaha*
Well. What else? I chatted with Nisa briefly in Skype. I guess you are at UiTM already huh Sa? Don't forget our plan to hang out again this weekend kay. Attention to Shidot too. ;)
And I received an sms from Miezah several hours ago. She asked whether I still have the Friendshionista photos. That was the event/dinner that we (LEO Club) organized back in February 2006 if I'm not mistaken. But I told her that I lost all our school days photos 1 or 2 years ago because of my pc being repaired and reformat at that time. Stupid. And I didn't even thought about doing a back up for those files. Hmm. I still regret about it until this very day. But I don't know why Miezah suddenly asked me for those photos. Trying to come up with something I guess. Huhu..
What else? Yeapp I think I mentioned about reading some of my friends' blogs today. In fact, I just finished reading their blogs (Shidot's, Miezah's, Mas's and even Lau's) Somehow, deep down, I felt a feeling rising in the bottom of my heart.
sadness? bitter? jealousy?
I think it was because they had the chance to study in other places whereas I am stuck in Kuching for my whole life. Hahhh. Sorry guys. It's not that I envy you or something. But it would be nice to experience the feeling of surrounded by new environment, getting to know new people, being exposed with a totally different place and so on. I wanted to feel the anticipation and excitements when it is time for sem breaks and to come back home for holidays and reunite with family and friends. I longed for those kinds of feelings. Hmm. But then again, maybe I sounded ungrateful. Because before this, a lot of my friends said quite the same thing to me:
"Farah, you are so lucky to be able to study here in Kuching. You get to stay at your own home, and you have your family with you. I wish I can just stay here too, rather than studying far away from home."
That was one of the most frequently said remarks to me. Yeah, I supposed that I could be considered as lucky. But then again.. I couldn't help at admiring my friends' experiences of studying at different places, anywhere outside Kuching. I mean, I've been on holidays away from home, but going on vacation and staying somewhere for a period of time to pursue your studies is a totally different thing. Hmm. I guess my time will come eventually. After finishing my diploma (in this May, insyaAllah), I just hope that I can survive when I will finally be sent to further my studies soon, wherever it is. :)
What else do I want to rant about? Oh yes. I still have another 2 assignments to do. Consumer Behaviour (group work) and Communication Ethics. We have to pass up Consumer Behaviour at this Friday, and we haven't started anything yet. Haha. Because the 3 of us (me, Tasha, Shukor) are all busy with other assignments so this assignment is kinda put on hold first. We already divide the work between the 3 of us, so, for my part, I haven't started on it yet. Supposedly I wanted to start doing the essay tonight, but I end up blogging instead. My mind is just not into doing any assignment right now. Hmm.
Communication Ethics? The submission date is on 27th oh March. But I planned to pass up earlier than that. Maybe in this week or the next. IF I care to start doing that assignment, too. Haha. The questions are quite tough but I think I can do it.
I really2 hope that I'll start doing that assignment soon because next Thursday until Monday I'll be off to Terengganu! (Na na na na na 'Nganu Kite~~) Dan's wedding is on Thursday night so we'll fly to KL in the afternoon I guess. Then from KLIA we'll fly to Kuala Terengganu. I can't believe that Dan is going to be married hehe (he's one of my mum's staff here in Kuching). So to Dan and Kak Eda, Selamat Pengantin Baru! :)
Oh yes. I still have to do a presentation for Malaysian Studies. Nearly forgot about that one. And I don't even know when is the presentation day. And I haven't been to any of that classes because I'm a DL for that subject. Damn. -_-"
Anyway.. As I am in the mid of my internship (I started in the middle of February), I have to take a leave for me to go to Terengganu. I am so grateful to have such an understanding boss. Haha. However, I do feel bad of having to take a leave for 4 days because I am only an intern/trainee. But somehow she managed to console me, saying it was all right and I really do have to be at the wedding as my family are really close to Dan. Well2. I just hope that my boss really mean that. Thanks again :) which reminds me, I have to do a letter addressing the company that I wanted to take a few days' leave. Haiyaa.
Speaking of the working field, I kinda like being in this environment. It is really interesting. Haha. Eventhough there are some parts when the situations got a little tricky, but in the end, everything would be okay. It is really hard to juggle between the internship, classes and assignments but so far, I think I managed to handle everything. I don't think I have ever been this busy and hectic before. Haha. But I like it very very much. And it is quite a disappointment that I would have to do internship for only 2 months. Huhu. But I really hope that I can work there for a few months after I finish my diploma this May. So that I could kill the time (and earn the income of my own of course haha) while preparing the things for degree. I don't even know where I would further my studies, or when. Hmm. I just hope the college would give the details and options to my mum and I ASAP. I need to know the options quick!!
I just wanted to fill my days with lots and lots of things. So that I don't have the time and opportunity to think about other irrelevant and useless things. such as my recent ex. So far, in those 9 months after I broke up with him, I finally realized that I have to move on and try to forget him. Thanks to a recent incident that occured and the busy schedule, I think I finally over him! Hooray to me! :D
p/s: am so not thinking of having a relationship at the moment. But am still having an innocent crush on someone. My BFFFL would know about this. Hoho.
Well. That's all for now. I think this is long enough. Haha. Will blog some more tomorrow. :) Good night!
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