emo.

I am bummed. I'm supposed to do my essay last night. But guess what? I SLEPT. And it was so damn early, I slept, like, at 9pm or something. What is happening to me? Why am I getting so tired each and every day? Why do I go to sleep so early every night? Why do I seem to be getting my assignments done during the very last minute??

Mind you, I really really really mean the last minute. Like, doing it only on the day of submission? Done it already. Hoho.

The submission date is tomorrow. And I haven't started the essay yet. I did a research already, but I still haven't even start on the intro yet. I wonder what the other two of my group members would say about this. *sigh* I really hope that they already started on Question 2. Hmm..

Now, I woke up very early in the morning and thinking of doing a bit of the essay and continuing it later. Huhh. I hope I can finish it by this afternoon. Haha. Or tonight. I really2 don't want to stay up. I want to have enough sleep. Please? Hoho. :(

Hmm. Last night, I called Nizam for a couple of times. I've been whining about my unfinished assignments, my tight schedule and me being exhausted. Haha. We had a nice chat tho. He managed to make me feel a bit better. Or should I say, he managed to get me to sleep afterwards. Haha. He told me to sleep for a couple of hours and then I can proceed to doing my assignments. But when I went to sleep..... I slept til morning. JUST like what I said to him.

Nizam: "Tido laa dulu.. Sampai pukul 10 ke. Nanti surohlah akak angkat tu kejutkan. Buatlah keje lepas tu.."

Farah: "Ye laa nak tido.. I ni kalau dah tido, silap-silap pagi nanti baru bangun.. Tak pasal-pasal pulak.."

And I proved that I was right. Wait til he hears this. Haha. p/s: Nizam is a Semenanjung friend. Bukan suka-suka nak kaka cmya okay. Haha.

Oh yes. I had fun in Reporting class yester afternoon. It turned out that there were only 4 of us who came to class yesterday - me, Fidza, Pedot and Mariana. Haha. I missed the class. I didn't come to class last week so I feel super-excited to come yesterday. Haha. We had a very laid back class yesterday, and at the end of the class, Zaza took pictures with each one of us using my phone. Haha. And, I did a heart-to-heart talk with Fidza, complaining about *someone*, a friend that I once knew to be my closest friend in SEGi, the one whom I talked about anything, the one who I can depend with, the one who has being with me thru the hazardous life in college. But now? No more. Because, she is destroying her life and putting her friendship with everyone at stake, all because of a GUY. She is being fully committed to the boyfriend of hers, and did not even manage to come to classes and hang out with friends. What the hell? I don't even know her anymore. She changed so much, so drastically...

To whom it may concern; I really hope that you would realize that a guy is not worth of putting your life, friendships and education at risk. What 'jaminan' do you think he has that he would never leave you and would be committed towards you, like you did now? Think of all the possibilities. Don't just throw yourself away to a guy just like that. I've known you from 2 years ago as a very smart and independent girl. But now, I don't think I have the same trust and respect for you. Sorry...

I am very emo starting yesterday. I just want to scream, sleep and eat. Not to mention constantly ranting madly and on the verge of tears. Sorry. Must be near the time of the month.

xoxo.