carried away much?

I think I got too carried away with my so-called feelings. Which is SO not good.

It is one thing to still feel that way again towards an ex, and when the ex gave the impression of feeling the same way and yet one time seemed to be all 'friendly-as-friends' only, I just don't get it. I mean, okay, we're just started being on good terms again for only just a couple of months now, but still.. We used to be in a relationship once upon a time ago, and last year he did confessed that he tried to approach me again before things got really ugly for some reasons and we kinda hated each other and were not speaking to each other for nearly a year. Huh.

Anyhow. I must keep on track. Don't fool around with my own feelings. If he still feels the same way, let him be, and it will unveil somehow. But don't know lah.

It's better if I ignore all of this once and for all. I think that's the best. Even though its gonna be damn hard.

It's just that I'm really scared of being brokenhearted again, that's all..

The end.