Its a sad sad situation

Hard to describe how I'm feeling right now. Sad? Depressed? I don't know.

I'm longing to go home. To my family. Something will be happening later tonight and I'm not even there to witness it, to share the happiness, to experience it myself.

And the messages from my mum, sister and brother in wishing that I was there too doesn't make it any easier. I wish I was there as well.

Hmmm..